hu should i blive in??u??he??her??

in tiz world rili gt mani type of ppl...frenz oso nt the ppl tat i rili cn blive in..frenz oso cn btray me..frm startin i rili blive in u wan..i totaly blive in u..bt...i noe u btray me..bt i din tel u..cz i du hope i rili c wrg ppl lo..me ald c wrg mani ppl ald..i din tink u oso lik tat..bt u rili let me disapointed...i blive u..so i gv u my msn pasword..bt u chg al my tingz..block al my frenz...me oso hope al tiz al so nt real...al oso i dream..al oso i c wrg..bt...tatz nt..al oso gt bukti..i cnt tipu myself anymore..i duno y u wan d al tiz on me..i noe..u luv him..u admire him..bt..me n him ald brk up so lng time ago..u d so gt wat benefit 2 u..cn u tel me....i rili duno..duno wat make u d so...my heart rili ful wif ???..i hope i ll noe tatz 1 day.....bt i hope tat anz won make me shock...cz i rili nid n wan a peace life...