my 4th post..
jz paz geh sunday...rili shock me...sat me n siu wai on9...v met aaron n boon...tiz time let me fel tat i vry hate boon..i shame on myself tat c wrg a ppl 4 so lng time..bt nw i noe it ald..although tatz a bit 2 late...bt nt vry late yt..unlez i notice it...i saw aaron on9...i hope 2 chat wif him..bt....i nt dare 2 d so..so..i ask siu wai 2 join me n him..tat meanz 3 of us chat..frm tat second...imt heart beat increase......so lng time din saw n chat wif him ald...finaly gt tiz chance jo..bt jz few sentences..his line drop ald..me dam disapointed.........tat time almost 2am pluz..siu wai say tat she done wrg agn.........bt i fel so thxful 2 her..........if nt her..i tink i nt dare 2 chot him..ever a hihi..b4 i g n slp..i saw his msg...i so surprisure...tat he tel me tat his line is disconnected...bt tat i tink he du1 2 choy me r...at the sametime..my mind is turning agn...y he 1 xplain 2 me..i noe tats jz a normal ques..mayb i 2 sensetive jo...he date me out 4 yumcha on sun afte 1pm..
1pm??i m tting leh..hw 2 g wor..my claz end at 2.30pm leh...he ask me 2 wait hiz newz..bt almost 2pm tat time..he msg n told me tat ask my mum 2 fetch me bk........my mud geting worst n worst..coz...i wait 4 tiz date vry lng time ago jo.............bt...dissapointed oso..........afta hving lunch..i paln 2 study my sj..bt...i no mud 2 study at al..so..i watch dvd lu..me fal aslp at sofa...sudenly..gt a ppl cum in...............he cum ald!!omg....y he ll cum geh..hak dou me leh..me vry hapi 2 c n chat wif him...v chat 4 2hrz plus..den he g hum lu..omg............my fel lik cuming bk ald.....cnt!!!cnt!!!!i mz let him g...he jz my fren...jz a listener 4 me...he treat me gud jz lik torture me............cz he ald gt gf.....i told myself agn n agn...cnt luv bk him....he nt bolonged 2 me anymore...let him g.............bt..tatz...........hard...........4...me...........
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